There was a time – it was a long time ago,
maybe 40 years ago – when I could think whatever I wanted to think. I
could use a jillion models – be doctor medical model at 8AM,
psychoanalytic at 9AM, cognitive behavioral before lunch, and throw in a
little existentialism in the afternoon. It was like a toolbox filled
with a lot of wonderful ways to think about the problems before me and
my job was to bring whatever I could find to help until I found what
really mattered – some shared way of understanding that my patient and I
could use to make some headway. And in conferences we’d argue back and
forth, the various different kinds of us, about what was right and
wrong, which was all in fun because there wasn’t any right or wrong just
different cameras on the same set, then we’d all go to the pub and be
human together. It was an exciting time for me. I miss it – always have.
Then in the 1980s, that all changed. Because I was a
psychiatrist, I was supposed to be a biologist. Well, I am a biologist,
but that’s just a piece of what I am and what patients needed from me.
And because I was a psychoanalyst, I was supposed to be …
psychoanalytic, but that’s just a piece of what I am too and what
patients needed from me. And so on and so on through the toolbox. And
worse, I wasn’t supposed to meander from tool to tool until I found the
one[s] that fit that patient on that day, I was supposed to have some
consistent evidence-based position that could be validated by some third
party to prove I wasn’t a charlatan or a
I-don’t-know-what-but-it-was-a-bad-thing. I wasn’t up to it. I’d spent a
long time refining my skills at doing it the other way which was some
hard work, so I went off on my own and did what I’d learned to do until I
retired. I’m so glad I did that.
Now it’s coming full circle. The psychologists are
saying that the medical model psychiatrists are off the deep end. The
biologists are at war with each other over which biology is the correct
biology. The humanists are after the robots. The analysts have learned
to be quiet, but you can bet they’re thinking their thoughts. I’m sure
all the existentialists in France and elsewhere are off being
existential together. I know a lot of very talented and competent mental
health types who come from a wide variety of backgrounds but they are
unified by a few simple things – a deeply ingrained practice ethic, a
suitable awe for the marvelous and monstrous variability in human
beings, a genuine curiosity, broad training and life experience, and
humility. If they can’t help you, they’ll at least be able to help you
find someone who can.
When I think back on things, the most helpful piece
of my training in mental health was becoming a hard science Internist
first. The reason is that I knew a secret my psychiatric colleagues
didn’t know. The hard science medicine I left was no more precise and
assured than the loosy-goosy psychiatry I went to. Sure there were more
tests, more precise diagnoses, more drugs. But there was the wall of
physical disease beyond which you couldn’t go. Once you found it, that
was the end of the road. With mental illness, there’s no wall. Even with
the worst cases of our most devastating illnesses, there’s still
something that can be done, even if it is only a small thing. You may
not find it, but it’s not because it’s not there.
So in one way, it makes me sad to read all these
battles flying back and forth precipitated by the release of the DSM-5.
On the other hand, it reminds me of those days long ago when we fought
with each other to learn from each other. I’ve missed that more than I
knew. And it makes me feel hopeful that what’s up ahead will be a toxic
environment for the know-it-all psychiatric KOLs that have so
contaminated our world [and detracted from the contributions of
biologists with good sense], and their pharmaceutical marketing
colleagues, and the opportunistic Managed Care types whose job it has
been to keep us from doing ours. Right now, I hope right thinking
psychiatrists of all flavors, psychologists of all flavors, social
workers, counselors, etc. can brace themselves for a long-needed
realignment that is consistent with our shared task. It won’t happen any
time soon. We’ve been lost in the wilderness too long for that. But the
wind blowing in the trees is at least encouraging to this old man…